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podcasting for real now
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Jun. 2nd, 2008 @ 03:43 pm
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So i guess i'm a podcaster.. I'm the president of Letstech.org (ignore the site.. i know it sucks for now). I'll be updating with probably a whole new site later on.. Anyways as i was saying i have a co-star named CJ, but his nickname is Delta, so we call the show, Lets talk tech with chris and delta. Anyways its very cool, we even have our first sponsor. A book company.. go figure huh? The company is called Audible and they make audiobooks, so while your at work...driving.. whatever... youc an listen to your favorite book. If ya wanted a free audiobook you can get it from www.audiblepodcast.com/letstech but you def don't need to get one.. but hell its free.. Anyways we're going to be recording them and stuff and i'm contacting XM and sirius radio to see how i can get on there. Hmm.. what else.. well i do have my studio.. if you haven't heard.. I have a Sennheiser e835 pro mic, a professional microphone arm, a mixer, nice bose headphones, and i have it setup so i can have inputs from all sorts of devices at the same time and stuff.. we also setup a chatroom so people can come in.. but idk if its working right now.. but its www.letstech.org/irconline . Then hmm.. what else.. oh yeah.. we have a guy from comcast tahts going to come on the show... and a few other people.. Not to mention i'm having another one to incorporate the NEOSA which is my old organization.. the new england open source alliance.. and we're going to have a podcast as well. Anyways gotta go.. peace all. |
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May. 10th, 2008 @ 10:18 pm
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Wow.. i just kinda realized.. i don't have any friends i can talk to about my relationship anymore.. well.. if anyones reading i'll explain the situation.. and i'm not sure what i can do..
I'm not going to bloat this to my side.. This is me.. explaining what happened tonight to the best ability i can. Well.. I came to the play to see my gwendolyn two nights in a row.. right up front.. so i could see my girl as best i could in her two parts.. anyways thats more or less useless information, kinda just really there to show i care about her, though if anyone knows me at all.. they'd know i care more than anything for her.
These words are just running through my head as i walk slowly in the cold.. still.. in my mind i feel myself walking the cold road to my car.. It felt like it took hours.. (after gwen and my conversation i walked to my car from the old main enterance of rhs to the new front parking lot on the far side of it.. and i walked slowly in the cold just looking down holding myself together because idk.. it felt like i needed to make sure the pieces didn't come undone).
Gwen told me she just doesn't know about us... anymore.. she doesn't know what to make of us.. she told me she is tired of biting her lip.. and i asked her to explain.. with a guyish.... "wh... whuuuhh.. " cuz i was too scared to say anything else, i was terrified she was breaking my heart, which has completely been delivered to her.. Anyways she said she hates acting to be the way i want her to be.. I'll even stab myself here.. I tell her some things i don't want her doing.. but in general... its assumed stuff when your in a serious relationship. She said she hates she can't be a flirt anymore.. she says she's a huge flirt.. and tahts who she is.. and if i don't like it.. well then she's got to seriously consider breaking us up or something like that..
now i find myself sitting in a ball in my room listening to Avenged sevenfold, I won't see you tonight pt1. I even looked up a podcast about relationships.. there weren't many people in it.. so i called in and the guy talked to me.. and kept saying flirting goes out the door as you enter the door of a serious relationship.. and i just said yeah yeah.. duh.. now what do i do.. all he could come up with was she's probably got another guy on her mind.. I don't think tahts true.. nor did i stear him in that direction.. i never would.. and i gave gwen my trust again.. if you've paid attention to my old posts.. you'd know its been hard giving that back to her.. but in the past couple montsh i gave it all to her..
So now i don't know what to do.. I love her more than anything.. but what am i supposed to do.. holly crap this song is long.. i'm still to this moment listening to it.. its been atleast 8 minutes.. well anyways i'll come back to this later... re-read it.. but i atleast wanted my thoughts out there for a little while.. This will probably no longer be up shortly..
Ok i'm updating it now at 4 am.. Well i forgot to mention that i let her go to the after party for the play alone.. because i wanted her to have some her time.. Well i guess the whole time she was saying how she was going to break upw tih me.. and what piercings she should get when we break up.. and stuff.. and i'm like.. what kind of bull crap is that. Anyways.. its that same time of year christine started getting overloaded with work and broke up with me.. Though gwens being like.. suicidal.. she says she's been thinking about death a lot lately.. and i don't know what the hell to say to that stuff.. i've got her to see mrs. turchi.. she goes down for a whole block at a time i guess.. for those who don't know.. and if anyones still reading anyways.. she was my social worker for... 7 years.. and she still talks with me (so it'd be 8)..
Well tonight she was saying she wanted to down a bunch of pills with a thing full of alcohol and be drunk until she falls asleep and never wakes up.. The hell.. but what i do.. is i try and remind her of all the things that are great in life.. and eventually she's kinda giggling a bit.. and just talking about stupid stuff.. but she says she wants to be her real self.. and i don't quite know what that means.. i was her friend for a while before we dated.. i knew what she used to be.. not how she was at parties.. but she told me.. She really isn't that much different... she just thinks she is i think because of all the stress in the air.. she needs to stay after every single day she can to make up like... 26 days of school.. and she might not pass for the year otherwise. that and she was there all day today at the play.. so i think that bottled up with her trying to be right for me.. which everyone tries to do in a relationship.. theres little things you don't always do when your with your bf/ gf.. like.. uh.. be flirtatious ..
One idea i had to kinda make her happy was i told her if her mom was ok with it.. we could get her lower lip pierced.. it'll be totally unattractive.. to me.. but if she likes it.. its her body and i won't refuse it.. i'll again update this later.. its now 4:58 am
So now i'm updating it at 2:09 am because i just can't sleep. I'm going nuts.. i'm a wreck.. and i think theres another guy... the day of the play on saturday at 2 pm she did the pouty face and "was all flirty" according to one of her friends.. and forced her friend jon to come again to the second playing on saturday. Well.. that night after the play she said she wanted to be able to flirt again.. she hates it.. and she doesn't know if we can last anymore. And then tehre was an after party.. and i said she could go alone just to relax.. and apparently teh whole time she was telling people she was goign to break up with mee... and what piercings to get when she breaks up with me.. and then that night.. she was hungry.. so i pciekd her up from the party and made her food.. we talked for a little bit.. and i was strictly being defensive.. just trying to keep us together.. She sounded all suicidal and stuff.. and i mentioned that already in the post.. earlier. Anyways i suggested her hang out with her friends sam and jesse.. she called me this morning and told me she was hanging with jon again.. Let me also include he gave her the ride to the party.. when i had said i would...
So the next day they hung out for hourssssss and i finally was aloudddddd to hang out with her at 4:30.. and as soon as i got there.. i got her food.. chinese.. we got to the house.. and he called and she picked up and went into the other room. I turned down the tv and ehard her say.. "come on you know you miss me.. i mean seriously.. waht has it been.. an hour.. maybe.." well then i was laying on the couch and i found his phone clip.. She told me theyhung out at the hosue for a little bit.. but then changed the story to having watched a movie.. So as you can see.. i'm going freaking nuts here.. and can't imagine why she would ever do this to me.. I just love her so much.. and needed to get this off my chest.. I was driving to my aunts today.. and i am NOT suicidal.. er atleast not a suicidal kind of person.. but i was begging the cars to please just... oen of you hit me.. i even stayed close to the yellow line.. just incase.. but none of them hit me.. and i arrived safely.. All the time i sat around.. donig nothing.. didn't talk to anyone at hte mothers day party.
She called.. or maybe i did.. i forget.. but basically she said she'd be free around 4:30 maybe.. and it was noon when i called her.. because i had hoped i could be with her.. so instead i visited my cousins grave... well now i'm shaking uncontrollably.. and i'm on the brink of tears..
Now i'm thinking.. she started hanging with jon.. liked flirtging with him.. wants to be able to flirt more with him.. she said she might break up with me.. so now he thinks he's getting an in.. so he can be the rebound.. they hung out all day.. idk what happend for real.. but now she ants to drink again.. and i have a feeling its to get closer to him.. THE HELL!!! i'm really upset now.. at the WORST TIME... Right now is finals.. tomorrow is the final for english... Its either make or break.. and because of this.. its very likely its going to break. And all that time .. all those notes.. all that money into those classes.. was for not. Just because gwen became little miss selfish and wanted to do whatever the hell she wanted to do. Mrs. Turchi if you read this.. please help me.. i'm totally lost.. i'm going nuts her.. talk to her.. something.. i don't know what to do. |
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longest weekend ever
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Apr. 20th, 2008 @ 11:50 pm
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So the wake was Thursday and i went through the line twice to see cristina.. she looked nothing like herself.. not that she was lifeless.. but she just didn't look like my cousin.. even my cousin pasquale (her brother) told me... i feel so weird... like she's hiding or something.. because that doesn't look like my sister in there. The problem is she was starved for 22 days before she finally passed, so she was very much shriveled up. There was a video playing of tons of pictures.. i think they said 800 pictures or so... I watched it atleast 6 times.. The first time... there were tons of people around.. trying to watch.. and i saw maybe... three pictures.. and i was like.. shoving my way outta there... my eyes became instantly swollen from holding back the rivers of tears. I went back in after leaving.. and i was able to watch the whole thing.. and i did cry a little.. just controlled so it wasn't so bad.. because when i give in.. i start screaming... and i'm a loud crier... The day she died.. i was screaming into my pillow and saturated it with tears. Anyways the funeral was probably the most brutal family event i've ever gone to. wait.. no.. It most certainly was.. and probably the most brutal thinggg period i've ever gone to.
The funeral was Friday, and i got up at around 8 in the morning so i could get to the funeral home for quarter of nine. At the funeral home I walked by cristina twice more and said my final good byes.. I couldn't believe that.. that is the last time.. any of us will everrr see her again.. Ever... That face may never be seen again. As a friend of mine once said.. God is like santa clause.. im not sure if it was my part or hers.. but the rest of it goes.. they just never were told it wasn't true unlike santa..
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Apr. 13th, 2008 @ 11:40 pm
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Cristina, as of 8:10 pm this evening, my cousin Cristina has finally passed. I found out at 8:15 pm and was instantly hysterical.. since the beginning my family set out to raise my cousins like brothers and sisters. I can't remember a week in the summer when i didn't see her come over to swim while she was still in middle school and high school. During all of the treatment of the cancer she was still a college student (she's only 3 years older than me) my mother helped her read her books and write her essays.. she was able to pass all of her classes and graduate with her class... last night i went to the mall and purchased "the giving tree" to be donated to the rockville (or tolland) library in her honor. It sorta goes along with her and her life style. Anyways.. she was in pain for these past weeks so at least we can say she's finally out of it. Rest peacefully cristina, you'll always be in our hearts and in our memories.Current Mood: indescribable |
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cracked my first wifi
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Mar. 19th, 2008 @ 12:28 am
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So today... marks a very important day.. Today.. I cracked my first wifi network.. Of course it was my own... but still... I needed to crack my own.. to ensure that i was actually getting the right number. But look out everyone!! WEP 64 bit and 128 bit can be cracked in minutes... Once i get better there are people that can do it in 20 seconds. Then once they have that you can just sit there... and sniff the packets that are getting transfered. So basically... its like the kid in front of you in math class.. He/she gives you your test back, but he/she gets to see the paper first, and all the info on it.. likewise.. when you hand in your paper he/she can look at your answers... anything they want.. Not saying i'll ever do it for real.. but its neat to know i can do it.. Its not really a huge tallent really... any decent geek/techy that makes an attempt will figure it out, but i made the attempt and justin and i (he hung out while we did it) are now capable. |
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I think... i thinkkk things are a little better.. i mean.. gwen as i said.. tries so fucking hard to be the right one for me.. Like she wrote me a really nice e-mail after i confronted her about her past.. and how much it tweaks with me.. and ionno.. i think i'm feeling a little better.. but now i'm tired.. gnight all.
Dec. 22nd, 2007 @ 02:01 am
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Hmm pretty close.. Not a bad little uh.. test thing..
1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?
Danielle (we're prolly shooting bulb)
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
chipmunk
3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
Take pictures of it..
4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it.
Medium sized home, blue outside of it, large lawn and a second story balcony (small one) to look up at the stars.
5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Nope
6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
Cat, candles, pictures of scenery.
7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
Tea cup
8. What do you do with the cup?
Put it on the porch for later.
9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water what kind?
Mini pond with a little waterfall and whatnot. A few large fish inside.
10. How will you cross the water?
Walk around it.
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1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.
2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
Oct. 27th, 2007 @ 02:59 pm
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So after about 3 days of that thing prolly festering in her head... danielle came around and "forgave me." I had plans for that day to go to cold stones creamery anyways so i invited her along to join. She actually accepted and soon after i picked her up.. It was so funny.. we couldn't help but smile.. but try our darnedest not to ;-). We started talking about my digital photgraphy class.. how... bored i am in an intro course.. when i've taken 3 years of photo or photo-related courses.. Anyways the teacher trys to explain an aperture to the class and everyones like.. uhhhhh whaaaa.... Why did my image come out crappy... only a leaf was in focus.. and everything else was out of focus.. (that was just an example of the silly questions in class). Aside from that we had lots of fun... she was pretty conserved to start... had her hands crossed... kinda giving me the hint she's here.. but she's not my best friend. Atleast thats what she thought ;-). Now we have hung out like... 3 times... in a weekerso .. and we have plans this friday too..
Now heres comes the problem. We both... are still kinda attracted to eachother.. (remove kinda). but she's going to be moving in 9 months... and knowing us.. we'd like fall deep if we started dating. I honestly... feel like... its a sour taste.. to think of us dating.. just because of the hurt and pain that existed for 9 erso months.. we havn't been friends. I dunno what to do.. and i don't really confide in my friends anymore... i kinda gave that up because i lost a lot of trust in some of my friends after essentially loosing all my best friends in a fairly short amount of time.. Well besides that we've cuddled a bit.. the second and third (yesturday) time we saw eachother.. but ionno.. it doesn't feel right.. Any ideas?
BUT BUT BUT!!! i am not thinking about chris nearly as much as i used to... i hvae something to look forward to.. I've been buying buying buying to distract me... i've been signing up for clubs... bowling league.. and bah nothing is really making it better.. But now that danielle and me are friends again.. its so amazing.. The Saturday before we became friends again.. i told my parents i need a shrink... and i took down the last blog i made.. it was too long and i got shot down double time by both danielle and kassie (commented and made it clear friendship wasn't there). Kassie hasn't turned around.. ionno what i really did to her asside from abandoning her and danielle... But i did try.. not hard enough but i did... Well hopefully eventually she'll come around... otherwise this will be one drawn out Boreeee of a year... Cuz i'm danielles friend.. kassie is danielles friend... and if we arn't going ot be hanging out.. then she's going to be seeing a bit less of danielle... Before it was just ... time split with kassie and.. school.. now its school kassie and me. Ionno.. I'm going back to work.. i feel bad i'm getting paid to blog. peace all.
Sep. 20th, 2007 @ 01:25 pm
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Graduation was alright. Even though Chris and i broke up i'm doing fine.. I've been test driving lots of cars.. Today i test drove a Honda Civic 5 speed. It was pretty nice.. but not nice enough to pay 17 grand for.. I don't understand why its supposedly such a great car.. For those friends who read this and don't know... My car is acting up... the breaks squeak often... the thing is just crappy... the arm wrests are hard plastic and i bruise my elbow on them. I take care of my car... but its just.. not a great car.. period. Funny thing is.. i bought it for 12,900... before tax.. and i'm telling the dealerships i got it for 15 grand and i want nothing lower then 12.. and a couple will actually give me 12.. hehe.. But most will give me 10 grand which isn't so bad.. My next car i def want a 5 speed manual transmission.. much more fun. Anyways.. i got a new laptop for graduation.. and i love it.. the thing is sooo fast.. and its just.. idk perfect for me. Anywho... i gave my .... ionno what you'd call her.. i guess .. the VP of the Rockville Gay straight alliance, kassie, all my paperwork about treasurer and such.. i pulled in... she walked out and took the folder and went back inside.. i was so .. ionno upset that thats what we are now .. later she messaged me and said sorry cuz she didnt think i did anything.. and one look at my books and its obvious i kept my tabs.. Its not like i chose to miss a single meeting.. i chose to come whenever i could.. if i couldn't i bitched and made it so i could either go.. or maybe go for the first 5 minutes.. maybe give someone something for me to say.. But it was my favorite club.. i only wish i coulda done more for it.. I'm going to be joining the gsa kinda thing at MCC soon.. I can't wait :-).
Today... My friend justin and i worked on my internet for about.. 2 hours.. absolutely stupid right now i think i lost internet again.. freakin hate my net.. Anywho.. back to watching Futurama..
Jun. 28th, 2007 @ 10:09 pm
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Once again.. Christine and i broke up. Now i'm really upset. I even cried right in front of her. She called and asked me to come over..a nd bring her ipod and take my stuff back... She dumped me. I can't even imagine what makes her think it was the smart thing to do but whateve.. It'll be better for me in the long run i'm sure. College is a new beginning and hopefully i find someone better.. nicer.. and maybe even closer (eh.. 22 min drive is really boring). So i'm essentially crushed right now.. but its ok.. i have my devi... and some other good friends.. They'll help me through it i'm sure. I just can't see Chris anymore... like i don't want to see her face anymore.. I can't stand knowing we have the same name now.. I see her freaking name EVERYWHERE!!! on all of my stuff!! like its hers! but its mine!!! oh well.. Really the worst part of this is i lost a lot of friends going back out with chris... and now i feel so awkward speaking to them anymore.. Above all i really miss Kassie and Danielle.. As friends.. back in the days ( bf gf ruined it ). Best time of my life. To new beginnings !! *holds up can of Jolt* Ya!
Jun. 23rd, 2007 @ 11:10 pm
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So I woke up at 7:30 am yesterday (saturday), Showered... dressed.. brushed my teeth.. yada yada.. My dad and i were going to a robotics competition in Sufield High school. It was about... 8:30 when i got there.. of course getting flack for getting there... at that time and not going to the PRACTICE FACILITY in EAST HARTFORD (other side of CT) at 7 am.. Hey guys.. i've got a lot going on in my life.. chill the hell out.. I haven't had a good night sleep in weeks. Anyways I was in the first two practice rounds... and we absolutely pwned everyone haha.. I got the robot nicely in place.. and the arm driver put the tubes on the "spider legs".. It went well.. Then in the next practice rounds.. i wasn't driving.. I saw the other base driver (what i do) slam the arm into a wall.. instantly i knew he shattered chain linkages inside of it.. The ppl near me were like nah.. but they did mess something up.. So we get to the pits.. and sure enough.. 8 chain links are shattered inside the arm.. Good job guys.. So then Christine comes to the competition... and this is all after the robot shit the bed.. And i'm driving the robot.. And whoaaa... we sucked that match.. my partner was a new kid.. and he wasn't that coordinated... he even looked at a different robot and thought he was controlling that.. and slammed the arm into a wall in the process.. Oh well no big deal.. We lost.. but we only had 2 robots in our alliance.. and we were the only one capable of scoring.. so naturally we had all of the 3 robots on the opposing alliance attacking us (our 3 year old robot). So still no big deal..
Then that was it for me driving for the day unless we get into the finals which i as the normal driver.. i drive in. So the next 2 matches (rest of the qualification matches) we lost as well.. Somehow the drive team .. aka the people except for me.. basically decided i wasn't driving.. at all.. nothing.. I was like.. uh.. well that sux.. i have a headache anyways so no big deal.. We loose.. every match we were in.. in the finals.. naturally. Then later i find out the reason i didn't drive is because they think too much is going on in my life.. and i'm too attached to my gf.. Uh.. hello we only just started going out again.. I missed 1 drive meeting out of all of them.. and most everyone else has missed that.. or more.. but oh no.. chris... chris misses a freaking meeting (and gives notice.. where NOBODY ELSE DOES). Anyways.. Now happy part of day.
Yes i had a headache.. but i got home.. (i had my dad drive me cuz i was like.. dad.. even though its my car.. i need you to drive.. i can't... d...rive.. ). So I get home.. and take 2 Advil.. Chris and i had plans for later (she went back home at 2.. and its now 5:30). She said that she was making me a dinner for 6:30. She calls me and tells me its being pushed back to 7 pm. No prob i needed to get rid of this headache anyways. + i made a few bucks working in that time (www.chacha.com i'm a guide). So i work for a while.. made like 3 bux in an hour or so.. not bad for an hours work (really not doing all that much). Anyways i had fun with that. Its then 6:45.. i head out.. Get to Chris's at exactly 7:00 PM. Walk in the door and then immediately get escorted to another room where i got to chill with the kitties while i waited for Chris to get it setup. She comes to the door in her extremely nice Japanese style dress (me in my rage shirt... whooppsssss).. Anyways she then escorted me to a small dinner table lit by 2 pillar candles and 2 tea lights. In the center was a plate of pot roast and a serving pan full of potatoes.. carats... maybe onions.. So she then spooned me some of each.. and then went and got some white wine glasses. Naturally we drank water seeing we're both straight edge hehe. We ate dinner together.. it was great. Talked... all that fun stuff.. My headache no longer.. even evident. Then it was time to exchange Valentines gifts (i was snowed in on Wednesday). So she gave me a Megadeath t-shirt. My size and had a little One-of-a-kind sticker on it.. Then she got me a big big box full of munsons Peanut butter shells.. and then she also got me 2 really cute cards.. I got her a thing of Petes healing ointment (cuz her hands get cut up), Petes facial scrub (looked like something she'd like.. later got a call that it worked great :-) ). Then i also got her an Ugly doll that i thought was pretty cute.. and she ended up sleeping with it. And my last gift was a 10 dollar gift certificate to Godiva Chocolates. Thennn she now came out with a home made cake that she baked me from scratch.. MM MM good.. It had white and milk chocolate shavings on top.. Chocolate chips inside.. and bars of that really nice chocolate that i buy a lot for my friends.. It was absolutely delicious as well. I felt so spoiled that day :-). Then Chris, Kate, and I watched a movie.. it was pretty cute.. it was an animation reminded me of Over the hedge.. So then Chris was really tired and i tucked her in for bed.. And then i headed out finally at around 10:45 O:-). And that was my Saturday :-D.
Feb. 18th, 2007 @ 03:18 pm
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Place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the
ones you have not, and send it to your friends (including me).
This is for your entire life!
() Smoked a cigarette
() Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
() Watched someone die (Do pets count?)
() Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
() Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean.
(X) Felt like dying
(X) Cried yourself to sleep.
(x) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke.
() Paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
(X) Made prank phone calls.
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain - and the snow.
() Written a letter to Santa Claus....
(x.. mistletoe candle..) Been kissed under the mistletoe
() Watched the sun rise with someone you care about?
(X) Blown bubbles,
() Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(X) Ice-skating
1. Any nicknames? chris... fer fer... pumpkin.. babe... stuffs like that..
2 .Mother's name maiden name? What!? idk.. euzel?
3. Favorite Drink? uh.. dew? rootbeer? Hot chocolate :-)
4. Tattoos? no
5. Body piercing: none
6. How much do you love your job, from 1-10? dont have a job right now
7. Birthplace: Rockville CT.
8. Favorite vacation spot? Aruba is nice... not too much sun... locals are nice..
9. Ever been to Africa? nope
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? YEP!!!
11. Ever been on TV? Yup... danced the hokey pokey... uhm.. not to the hokey pokey :-) international Television... Good times.. good times...
12. Ever steal any traffic signs? I WISH
13. Ever been in a car accident? nope
14. ???? what was this? uh... a bunch of question marks..
15. 2 Door or 4 Door? 4 DOOR
16. Salad dressing? none .. aka no salad
17. Favorite pie - eh... idk
18. Favorite number? unknown
19. Favorite movie? No idea..
20. Favorite Holiday ? xmas
21. Favorite dessert? ice cream
22. Favorite food? Hm... steak and potatoes..
23. Favorite day of the week? Saturday i suppose...
24. Favorite brand of body soap? tea tree
25. Favorite toothpaste? idk.. whatever
27. Favorite smell? Uh... idk.. clean smells..
28. What do you do to relax? play cs..
wheres 29???
30. How do you see yourself in 10 years? married, finished with college, good career going,and maybe settling down to have children..
31. What do you do when you are bored? cs
32. Furthest place you will send this message? nowhere... just live journal
33. Who will respond the fastest? nobody... idk.. danielle...?
34 .Who is the least likely to respond????? Will...
Jan. 25th, 2007 @ 12:13 am
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Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.
No tagbacks!
1. I could care less whether a person uses linux, windows.. or mac..
2. I don't like wearing eyeliner... but my gf likes me to..
3. I'd perfer to do an oil change on a car then refurbish another f--kin computer..
4. I'm jobless.. lol.. but i kinda like it O:-) Shh..
5. I eat ice cream every single day of my life
6. I have more female friends then i do guy friends... prolly like.. six to one or so..
7. I too chew on the inside of my cheeks... I have two spots on the inside of my mouth that are like... demented cuz i've bitten them my whole life.. hehe..
8. I continue to get blank CD's as gifts... and i keep stowing them away.. right now i'm close to... 220 cds... Eh they wont' last...
9. I'm online talking longer then i'm in school.... period.. lol..
10. I'm tired almost every single day.. for every single minute of those days... because i take some meds... eh they suck but hell what can ya do...
I Tag:
justin H. ( kid_on_rage_173 )
Heather F. ( heather6669 )
Will ( do it if ya want lol.. )
Terresa ( darkxasxhell )
Andy ( calledshot15 )
katy ( xkatyxcoolx )
Jan. 18th, 2007 @ 12:28 am
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| » xmas vacation |
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Sooooo i've been playing xbox360 from... like... 2 o'clock yesturday until 1:30 this morning... then i woke up and hey! theres my xbox... so i played some more... and now its 1:20 pm and i'm still playing.. cept now i'm getting agrivated i keep failing this one darned mission :-(. Anywho i miss my gf.. I had kassie over yesturday and we hung out but it just wasn't the same... I wanna Hug my danielle and stuffs... Anywho wes is getting an iriver clix and i'm happy for him (MP3 player).hmm.. *listens to perfect situation by weezer*. Havn't heard this sucker in a while... Hmm... doesn't have anything to do with me though.. (the song).. blah blah i'm rambling... what a boring livejournal entry.. i just don't have much interesting going on right now.. Peace ya'll..
Dec. 27th, 2006 @ 02:23 pm
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| » New gf |
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Soo I have a new girlfriend. Her name is Danielle. This is the first time i'm actually dating someone that i've been friends with for an extended period of time.. Danielle and i have been friends for... a bit over a year now.. and she's been one of 3 best friends for like 6 months of that year +. Soo... anyways chris my x wanted me to shove my present i bought for her (16 dollar shirt) up my ass... So naturally i don't think we're friends.. She also sent me not so nice e-mails. But to get back to the possitive... danielle and i hung out tonight... we watched "My Super X-GF" which was pretty fun... atleast for the 3 minutes we watched it.. but after the 3 min.. we just kinda cuddled.. and stuff... It was fun :-) Had our first kiss as bf and gf.. and it was nice.. Standard kiss on the lips (no tongue... or nething). So ya.. fun day..
Dec. 24th, 2006 @ 12:02 am
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| » MS Ipod Parody |
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Aug. 18th, 2006 @ 02:37 pm
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| » Finally a new entry |
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Alright i guess i'm going to start posting here again.. I started this out kinda cuz i was a little depressed ish back... idk a year ago.. Right before i was going to have my 7 teeth get taken out. I started meeting girls on the internet... kinda did a bit of playing i suppose.. I guess i used them to increase my self-esteam.. After a while it kinda backfired and I was then stuck with like.. 12 girls that liked me and i even went out with one (katie.. u all know her).. After that all hell broke loose.. i would get harrassed.. over the phone.. internet.. all that crap. But anyways thats the past. My present.. i have a girlfriend.. in the same school as me too. We started out strong.. didn't really know much about eachother.. I learned to milk goats a little bit.. then a lot.. now i'm an actual.. hired hand on the farm sometimes. I think i do a pretty good job and all.. Anyways her name is Chris as well.. We've been officially named Chris squared. So far so good. We have our bumps in the road... but who doesn't.. Actually if you don't then... yeah.. you might just be absolutely perfect for eachother orrrr you havn't really... trieeed to delve into what makes them.. them.. With chris i kinda took it head first and tryed learning as much as i could about her.. what she does.. who her friends are (hmm.. amazingly a lot of which are my friends).. and stuff like that. But anywho i'm leaving to go to her house soon.. Orvwa
Aug. 10th, 2006 @ 04:32 pm
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| » wow |
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Hey! i have a live journal! I kinda forgot for a while there.. Anyways.. robotics is going pretty darn good. We're currently at the UTC New England Regional. We're... doing... ok. I think the drive team is doing a damn good job but.. the bot hasn't been performing correctly.. but thats ok cuz now they fixed it.. now tomorrow we gotta show everyone up :-)
Mar. 11th, 2006 @ 10:00 pm
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| » Robotics |
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Soo robotics is going ok. Kinda got annoyed with some things on the team but now i don't care so much.. So anyways i'm still as excited as ever about our new robot thats in the design portion. Tomorrow we will be putting the field together a bit more again. Today i was cleaning out my room. And i once again noticed how material objects are once again useless. Or hardly used. The most used thing in my room is my bed. A close second is my laptop. If i only had these two items i'd still be fine.. i wouldn't go crazy.. If you could narrow down 2 things in your room to the most used what would they be? Cept i'm not going to include the bed right now cuz you almost need a bed. So i'd have to say my laptop and... my tv. Its brand new and i use that a decent amount too. Gotta watch my family guy :-). If you include dvd's as material possessions then i'd say "screw you" to the tv and keep my family guy collection cuz i can watch it on my laptop anyways. But how many freakin cd's, papers, old tv changers, floppy disks, wires (which you probably don't even know where they go anymore), and other things do you have in your room that you'll probably use 10 more times in their lifetime (before you throw them out or give them away). Back to robotics. Wednesday we're having an all team meeting and so far i have NO AGENDA ITEMS!! ahhh i hate when that happens. http://rage173.org/video/100_1093.MOV is a video of our prototype shooter. Considering most teams probably won't be able to shoot at all.. thats pretty damn good. I love our team's ability to... problem solve.. We're also going to be making a new website FINALLY!!!!!!! If the website committee will let me, i may come to a few meetings just to throw in my opinion once in a while..
Jan. 15th, 2006 @ 09:33 pm
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| » as you can see.. |
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As you can see.. i have totally lost anything to talk about.. I've bsed so many entries it was almost, almost, nearly funny.. I just wrote a long thing for a poll but yeah.. idc about that so i won't anyways. i'm purchasing 100% legally some music. I got a gift certificate for itunes.. i gots pleanty of money on it.. comment with some really good songs. If you make a list thats good too :-) Really.. i need a lot of good songs.. i've been listening to the same exact 100 songs for the past.. like year or two.. just alters every so often.. Lalala
Jan. 13th, 2006 @ 11:16 pm
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